![]() ![]() In less than I week, I filed for a divorce, quit my job and moved out. ![]() Once you taste truth or divine awakening, it is impossible to go back to semi-consciousness. I did not know if I would ever meet this man, or anyone who made me feel that alive but I knew with absolute clarity gained in just one brief moment, that I could no longer continue to live with the half spark of my current life. What the hell happened?! How was I able to feel more overflowing love and connection to a total stranger in 5 minutes, than I had ever felt towards the real partners in my life?!Īnd like that with the suddenness of a heart attack or lighting my whole inner being and perspective on life changed. I had to sit down on the ground and take my breath and recollect myself. The stranger changed my tire in 5 mins, said a few funny comments on which I laughed like a school girl and left. I shivered visibly and tried to shake off this overpowering irrational impression. My whole body and soul felt like-"You are my Soulmate". I had always been a practical woman, with rational expectations and reasonable attitude towards relationships-we are in them to divide responsibilities and have companionship.Īt the second when I glanced at this random stranger-I felt a jolt through me. I have heard about falling in love from first glance, but I thought it was a myth, just like the notion of soul mates or all this hippy, New Age believes. A black Mercedes stopped next to me and a tall handsome man came out and insisted to help me. I stood outside the car despondent, because I had never changes a tire a before. I had decided to go see my friend who lived a few hours away. After all I had a stable, successful and predictable life-this is what all people strive for!Īnd when I gave up and even started enjoying the daily humdrum, all hell broke loose! Little did I suspect what was in store for me! In one hour my life was turned upside down. Then I gave up and just accepted my state. All this would give temporary relief but not deep healing. Why did I feel like I do not want to wake up or even live? I had been trying to find that for years-praying, doing therapy, reading all the self help books, attending seminars. I was racking my brain as to why I felt this way-I had everything every woman dreams of, everything my parents and society told me would make life worth living. I was slowly self destructing with bad habits and guilt. My closest friend could not understand why I was so ungrateful, would cry and drink myself to sleep secretly and just feel like I am waiting for life to begin-as if I was in some kind of limbo. But within I was had been slowly dying for years. “I was the envy of my friends-a career I loved, married to a successful and kind husband, a lovely grown up daughter, beautiful home, big future perspectives, money in the bank. ![]() The story is initially daunting, then becomes, surprising and finally inspiring. This is the story of a client of mine-who went through a rare Uranus transit to her Sun and Venus-which lasted 2 years, and who experienced such sudden Uranian reversals in life. These stories make us shiver, some with excitement and disbelief that such miracles happen only in movies, others with fear and horror that our own careful constructed lives can also crumble at the blink of an eye. ![]() You have heard of stories where everything changes out of the blue-inside and out. ![]()
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